Edith (Rusty) Buffkin:  

ght things, made lifelong friends and he'd give u the shirt off his back. He loved his dog Moe and I hated animals.And then my grandson woke up and came and got into my lap and with his sleepy eyes looked up at me and said NANA why r u cryin, I told him that I just missed PAPA. He sat there for a few minutes and then these words came out of this five year old's mouth he said I had a dream last night about papa I said oh yea what did u dream about? He said papa told me to tell you to be good to me because I was special to him. At first I couldn't speak for fear that my voice would crack. It took my breath away. I held him tight and whispered in his ear you are special and NANA will always take care of you. Then it hit me that God had just answered my question. I will never question God's decisions again, because what he was he was telling me was that he ha called my daddy home because of the good things he had done on this earth and that it was time for him to rest. And that he needed me to get to the place I'm at now in my life where I have been forgiven and where I have forgave, to gain the respect from my children, my family and my friends. He wants me to be remembered like my daddy was for the good things I'm doin on this earth now. So I'l except his decision for now and go on but not without saying this, I LOVE YOU DADDY and I miss u I'll talk to you later on tonight before I go to sleep.".